Girls? Boys?

Check the babes, are they for real? I'm impressed with the girls. If they happen to be real girls, I will definitely die for!!!

Revived

In the future post I will upload pictures of my life in paintball and my gears. I will try to enrich my space with pictures to tell my life, I don't want to be hopeless rat that always hide in a corner! I hope you people will support me as currently I'm faling apart because of the current break down.


Wuichi: Bro If you have any nice cheap SLR please do tell me about it!

Me on TV

Xtion Paintball Cup - 2nd Leg of the MPOC (Malaysian Paintball Official Circuit) 2007 - coverage by Bernama @ Astro AEC, 11.00pm @ 31st March 2007. MPOC is the oldest running circuit in Malaysia.




There will be more video coming up about paintballing in Malaysia!!!

"I'll be your love" by Yoshiki (X Japan), vocal-Nicole Scherzinger (The Pussycat Dolls) with Tokyo City Philarmonic Orchestra

The Last Words

远，

离开你，是我们俩都没有想过的结局。曾经，我们一起计划我们未来的wedding party，要这样要那样，那晚会是最特别，最好玩的。。你陪我去看屋子(说好你要陪我看20间屋)，幻想我们未来的dream house。。。一起去听保险的plan，为将来存钱。。。讲好明年你会替我完成我的梦想，如今我却要离开你了。

离开你，我有很多的不舍。我想你也是吧~我总是担心离开你以后，你的生活会是怎样。。少了我，你就等于少了个女佣，少了个保姆，少了个司机，少了个同伴等。。。唉，是我想太多了吧!没有我的日子，你也要过得很好噢。。提醒的话我不多说了,总之你一定要过的好好的噢!

3年，我们在一起3年。虽然不快乐的日子比快乐的日子多，可是我还是很高兴和你一起。这是真的。会不会后悔?我真的不知道。。你说你爱我，我不敢想太多。我不想让自己后悔。毕竟用了3年的时间和你一起。如果是后悔的话，那就是说

我浪费了3年时间，我不想让自己后悔和你在一起3年。谢谢你，给我这3年的回忆，你无微不至的照顾，你总是让我疯狂购物还有你对我的疼爱。虽然，我说的都比你多，你不太会表达你的感受，你不会让我有很多的惊喜，可是还是谢谢你在过去的3年里，都一路陪着我。没有放下过我这个包袱，无论我们的日子过得怎样。除了我们在一起的第一个情人节(我没有记错吧?)，我们一起去放烟花,我想不起你还有做了什么令我很意外的事。可是你却做了很多很窝心的事情。我生病了，你弄盐水给我喝。无论多夜，你总是拍我拍到我睡着为止，就算挨骂你还是这样的疼惜我。我纷吩咐的事你都会尽力替我完成。虽然很多画面都不清晰了，可是要你忍受了3年我这个野蛮女友，这就够我感谢你了。

就算到这个时候，我还是想对你说声‘我爱你’。我要离开你了，就让我离开吧~不要再留我在你身边了。我真心相信你会找到更好的女朋友的。

小公主，是我最最最放心不下的。你要记

得无论如何，要疼她多多，替她刷牙，冲凉，扮美美。不要让她受任何委屈。不然我会找你算账。

琳

Anybody that understands this would know how sad I do...

Bad Days

Not long ago, I had a very sudden news and till now my heart cannot be calm and ease. It's been 3 years we had been togather and we have go through ups and downs, I really miss you but I have to let you go and I'm very sorry about this. I really hope that you can get a better guy than me, and he will love and care for you more than I do. Don't worry about our little girl, she will be alright as I'm planning to spend most of my time with her as you are here no more. I'm still thinking about how we used to laugh and play with lil daughter.

Exspecially for you I want to let you know how we gone through, you are in my heart and will never change!! I really want to be where you are, no matter how far.

Dear I Love You Very Much! All the Love I have is exspecially for you! And you changed my life and showed me the way, I want to bring all the Love inside you.

Depressed and Dissapointed

It's a year plus now not getting my hand on my blog. Was busy with my studies and career, and now career is on my way but guess what? My company just lost the fucking tender which end of the whole department have to be closed down, and my other colleagues are depressed like what I do. What can I do? What can the company do for me? Why don't you tell me what I can do, leaving me alone in the alley, and I have to walk that dirty street myself!

Anyway getting back to my depressed life, what happen to me before tournament? I just got a new toy that's all, why do keep pushing me around even before that you will always calling "bro" here "bro" there. Have you changed or have I changed? In fornt of people your an angel from heaven, in front of me your a mother fucking bastard pushing me like dog. Even during the tour, I'm very depressed because of you polishing shoes and treated me like a stranger, looking down at me. What's next? Kicking me out? People asking me what happen to me, not fair for me and I'm covering everybody, is this they way you treat me as a bro? I'm half way stopping replying multiply because I know you will just fuck me up anyway. Please! I beg of you not to do that to me again, I really planning to leave and never head back. I didn't call you because I know you won't include me into the group and I felt I'm like a stranger in the wraft! For the coming tour I might just get myself out as I think you can go without me, I think I'm not helpful to you. Gonna miss you guys badly.

I have 1 more week to pass up my assignment, 2 more weeks till LDO (Last Day Office) and I ain't doing anything but sitting in my cube writting what's in my heart that I can't had it no more. I will try to improve myself to prove you wrong! I'm gonna miss working in Intel, tears might just fell to the soil.